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The End of things [Jul. 12th, 2013|08:39 pm]
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Oh Kai....

No way i could have known that when i said goodbye to you this morning, it would be the last goodbye. That the hug i gave you, would be the last shared with you alive.
Nothing told me that the limp you had in your leg was something so life threatening, so dangerous, in stead of the relative benign cause we all thought it was.

The X-rays however, told a different story.

I'm so sorry Kai.
Sorry for not seeing the impossible. Sorry for not being able to see under your skin. See through your bones. So we could beat the cancer before it beat you.

It is all hindsight my good friend, i know.
Pointless, useless. A waste of emotion and bitter tears.
Thoughts of what could have been, and what should have been. All in vain.

My dear Kai....
Nine and a half wonderful years we've shared together. You've changed my life. Changed it for the better.

Sadly our roads part here, and now the time has come to say goodbye.

So i say so long.

Goodbye Kai, my beloved Fuzzball. Farewell my dear and good friend. Sleep tight.
I will always keep you safely in my heart.




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Oi! [Nov. 29th, 2010|07:07 pm]
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600 Miles of traffic-jams on the Dutch motorway grid tonight.... Some traffic jams are 30 miles long.
Yup, it's snowing :P
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:55 pm]
DarkWolf
My Livejournal is friends-only.

Sorry that if you have added me as a friend in your LJ, i won't return the favor as a given.
People who have seen me commenting on other people's Livejournals, and added me because of that, won't be added to my friends list automatically.

You see, "friends"  are friends. Which means someone i know and trust.
Not someone who happens to have read some comment i have made and to whom i've never ever spoke, online, or in real life.

I don't follow the 'add me, i'll add you' way of LJ.
I post personal stuff about what happens in my day to day life on there, and i'd rather not have just everyone read that.
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